It hurts.

Wad hurts me e most : Knowing that im less important then a computer game.

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

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Will be at blogger and tumblr :D Tumblr is for pictures! HAHA :]

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Sorry that i love you.

For all the time that i tried for your smile

For making you think
that i was worth the while
So your love love love
love love would be mine
For sending you flowers
and holding your hand
That no one was there
to take a stand
But then love love love
made us blind
And Im so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And Im So sorry for...
Making you love me and
saying goodbye
For being the one that
taught you how to cry
It was love love love
and it passed us by
For giving you every
thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when
i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And Im so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
Im so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after
all of this time
Wont make any difference tonight
But Im hoping Im Sorry
will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
Im sorry that i loved you
Im sorry that i hurt you
Im so sorry that i loved you
Im so sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you

Hey you.

Harrow! Was so bored this week ): CO for consecutive 3 days~ Geraldine's in camp and nobody is there! Bi is sometimes not there haiz so boring la. CO tmr again..Sectional..dont feel like going leh ): But if i dont go, will miss out alot of things~ But if go, Bi's not there! D: Haizzz....Nvm, needa get used to Bi not around de life~ Yeah. Okay, am gonna do my homework at night..promise...might do either maths or physics. Both is sian ttm de! ): Alrights, byebye!

AND IM SO GONNA SLIM DOWN >:[ IM GOING ON A DIET! WONT SKIP MEALS BUT GONNA EAT LIKE DAMN LITTLE ONLY~ HOLY, I HOPE I CAN DO IT THIS TIME ROUND. LOL. HELP ME AHHHH~ BI, STOP BRINGING ME TO EAT KFC!!! HEHEHE. GREEN TEA, 0% FATS. I STILL RMB! MILO, 1/2. SOMETHING FATS. CANNOT DRINK. ISOTONIC DRINKS CONTAIN NO FATS TOO HAHAHAHA! OKAY WISH ME LUCK BUHBYE. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! GRR.

Nothing better then you.

Hie! Nth much happen, went to SCH to watch ding's concert on e 16 and watched Megamind too! :D I wanna go out ~~~ But everybody's so busy ): Homework too!! Ahhh sec4 ): Gonna work hard and lesser facebook Woohooooo~ Cant wait for my contacts to come! Grey! YAY hahaha. :] CO later, sian! ): I think bi went back to sleep teeheeee!

Ultraaaaaa ~

HIE! Had an awesome day tdy! :] Last minute plan is so great hahaha. Met Bi at ard 1 plus then went to T1. Had lunch there then meet Clement, YongJun, Zhujie and Tommy. Went to Wendy's. HAHAHA. Damn epic. Seriously. I ate one fries and i swear not to go back there again :] Thats how great it is. Magic powers to make me feel like not going back :D Ate and have fun there. Clement throw the whole tray on the floor, the whole bottle of drinks on the floor. Funny like hell! Fuck, we made alot of mess, so we quickly zao (: Went to CS arcade. LOL, they play car game. Yay, my Bi rock, totally owned them! :D Went to play the shoot fish then got money come out de game. Get some token but then awhile later all gone ): Played the throw balls de also :D Decided to go prawning so went to Pasir Ris. Took taxi there! Wa, so fun lohh! But i only managed to catch one ): Waaaaa Zhujie catch de all so big! ): Not fair!!! The claws damn long! Blue colour de! HAHAHA. So many dogs there ): I scared! ]: Then prawned for an hour then went back. Walked quite a long distance before some lorry offered to bring us to the bus stop. Was raining then! Wa the lorry, the wind is like ~~~~ Cool. But i dont like :x Then went to take bus back to Tampines. Fell asleep on e bus HEHE. So tired! :x Then ate Long John. Home after that. Bi sent me to my doorstep! Weee ultralove! ♥

Hahaha, so many homework for this holiday! Need to buck up on studies alr! No more slacking! Hope my Bi will pass his N level. That will be my 11:11 wish everyday ♥

Yes yes iloveyou.

I`m tired of people saying he’s not worth

my tears. If he wasn’t worth it, I wouldn’t

still be crying. You don’t know it, but that

boy changed my world. You`ll never know

how much he meant to me.

I know I don’t have the prettiest
face for you to look at, or the
skinniest waist for you to hold, but I
promise I do have the biggest
heart to love you with.

Every girl wants Prince Charming..

& while he maybenice & all..

I’m thinking that I’d rather have the guy that’s gunna call at 4 am just to say hi,

or someone who’llstop by my house,

after just hanging up the phone,

cause he wants to see how I’m REALLY doing.

Cause I said I was fine, but we both know I’m lying.

Or the guy who’ll stay home on a Saturday night with me cause

I’m sick & bring me my favorite kind of candy..even though I can’t eat it

cause my stomach flips at the idea.

That guy, that one guy..

he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else..

but he’d be my hero. My “knight in shining armor.”

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says “I love you”,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can’t live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says “I miss you”,
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets.
i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs
can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss
it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the
memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking
about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things
that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself.
i guess i’m just a cliche— the girl who loved too hard
and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be
the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the
one person who has never given me a second thought.

I tried to move on. I really did. I tried to tell myself
that you don’t want me & I can’t have you anymore.
I tried so hard, but how can you let go of the only
person who makes you happy? The only person who
makes you feel alive? The only reason you’re still here?
You can’t just let go of someone like that.

Hey there! :D This few days was alright (: I Love my Junguang, even though many things seem to break us apart. But, i'm sure we're able to surpass them (: True love. Anyway, Bridging was sian and tiring ttm. Need to work up early with homeworks and stuff ): Hope the last week of bridging end soon. I wan my real holidays ! I'm jealous! Sec4 next year, gonna chiong!!!!! :D I must try to fb less! And, I want my iphone 4 ! WHITE!!!! I wish i can have one. But i'm sure with that also can do well in my studies de ! :]

Alright, nth much, ILOVEYOU! :D

Goodbye.

Thanks for wasting yr 506 days on me.

I'll never forget you and the time we spent together.

Stay happy forever and always.

对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

Helpless.

Let time decide our fate.

GOOD-bye.

Never the same.

@Bluquote

Bridging tdy. Hmm was rather alright (: Changed my blogskin (: Quite nice uh! Hahahaha (:

Nothing much tdy. Went to eat lunch at Mac after bridging. Thats all! :D

I'M SORRY I LIED. I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME HURT. ( From Ariel's blog)

Any idea how many days have you not said i love you?