I'll back off so you can live .

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

HCL BBQ :D

:']

Aww, sweet sweet dooseob .

HIEEE :D Had HCL bbq at Cheryl's house ytd .

Was fun okay ! Though didnt interact much with the others (:

CO last minute cancelled , so went to Ben's house first .

Wahh , their family so good lohh ! I SO JEALOUS .

SHIHUI , I ENVY YOU LEH x_x

Then play some games , then addicted , so left his house at ard 6.30 ?

Went to take MRT . So went with Shi hui . Met Jinleong at bedok MRT .

Wahh piang , took so long to find him LOL .

Walked to Cheryl's house (:

Then help to Bbq (:

I'm satay women , dine is sausage women , rh is chicken wing women , sh is shell women . HEHE

Then we didnt get to eat alot !

Then fire keep going off , so later need keep relight HAHA .

No more fire starter . Soon , sh and me switch jobs . HAHA .

Many went off .

At ard 11 ? Went up to cheryl's house . Wahh , damn nice can !

Their aircon in the room was on , WAHH DAMN SHIOK CAN .

Then ard 11.45 my father came .

Fetch rh to roadside and dine to her house there :D

Byebye !

别让自己太伤心，实在不止的 .

He damn cute !

Hawt :D

Idol maid :D

HEHE CUTE TTM .

Yoseobie !

HEH

Aww so cute !

Hawt hawt !

Heee :D

Kk hi ! :D Had not blog for so many dayssss .

AS practical postpone ! I'm ultra happy kkk !

Gonna have tests coming up ):

Gonna get tired too ! ):

Haha , i have nothing to blog alr .

So , bye ! LOL .

Bi's still sleeping !!!! ):

When I was standing at the end of the world and couldn’t see the path
I needed someone
When I was trapped in the darkness and couldn’t see the light
I was waiting for the helping hand

You wouldn’t know that you are the only one in the world
Who is the only one better than the world
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

When you found out that I ran away
Were you disappointed
I had courage to come back because you were there
You’re the one always in my heart
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently, just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

Oh lonely night, it’s an endless and stuffy dark night
Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights
In lieu of the people
who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)
and my heart was having a draught
But that’s okay you make a way
The person who will be always guiding me is you, you you you
The only reason of living on you
Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate

I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently, just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

Where are you?

When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

I don't deserve you...I never did.

Happy Birthday Singapore ! ♥

❝ I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out. ❞

Hi ! Backed ! Shopping day ytd ! ^^

But i bought nothing ! ):

I wanna go bugis yknow ! ):

Went bugis street for like awhile but bought nothing cuz my parents wanna go !!

Then went to Marina .

My father bought shirts .

I bought nothing . OMG ):

Then went to my cousin's house .

Had family dinner at night (:

Ate crab ! OMG nice !!! :D

I wanna eat more hahaha !

Then went home . Did some homework and sleep :/

Tdy , just went for lunch with my father's army friend .

Well nice ! :D

Gonna stay at home and rot tdy .

Wad a great national day uh .

Hahaha .

Kay , Lastly , happy birthday singapore :D

♥ I hearts Junguang and BEAST ! :D \L/

SO BEAST

Hello ! Backed again .

Yes , im so into BEAST now ! :D

Morning wanted to meet bi at 11.10 but he was still sleeping THEN .

After many spam calling , he finally woke up (:

Met at 11.45 . Went for MAC :D

Yay , had my fries !!! :D

Then went to fix Bi's specs . HAHA . Then he tell me ghost story . Aww .

I wanna watch movie !

PCK , 12 August , Changi Hospital , September 2 ! Cant wait ! ♥

Then went comics connection ! WEE .

Spent like 1 hrs plus plus there !

Finally found my ONEANDONLY beast keychain ! ♥ ttm !

Halfway while searching Bi went to shit ! But when he come back i still at same place :-P

HAHA . Then went home at ard 2.45 ?

Did some homework and fell asleep :-P

Okay , gonna go sleep now ! Tired tired .

Tuition tmr at 10 ! FML .

How i wish things were as simple as i thought .

Luvvvv .

Hie ! Just came back from school not long ago (:

Gonna update a quick one , if not i wont have time later .

Cuz daddy is gonna snatch the com from me ! >:[

But im study a little also okay !

Well , tdy started off pretty okay (:

Had chinese . New teacher !

She's quite good i think ?

Sat with Carmen ! * Inserts hearts *

Then maths , learnt trigo .

A little confused though ):

Had physics , recess , ss .

Well for assembly ,

SEX ED .

FUN TTM LOL .

No luh the videos shown are nice though (:

HAHAHA .

Learn many new things ! :D
Then waited for Bi to end school .

Waited till around 3.50 !

See i so good ! :]

K luh , nth much !

Hope rachel goes to school tmr ! (':

Luvvv ;

SHIRLEY ! :D

Ilovejunguangttm !

Hearts my bimbos too :D