少了一个人..

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人 能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了
多久没有再联络 一想还是痛

少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞

妈妈在电话裏挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了
但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞

很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动

This explains how i feel...

God bless me.

End.

Finally and finally. I still have e illusion to study HAHA. But i will not ! I'm not that damn kays ! Many things have happened recently. Dont wanna talk about it . Things will just get better right ? Haha. Nth much to say . Just hope that i'll get good results :D

Went movie ytd with Jg, dine, sh, ben, marilyn, matt . Watched "the last song" . Quite nicee but i didnt watch e ending ! D: After e movie, wanted subway but everybody no money liao . So no choice haha ! Went Kopitiam ._. Stayed till ard 7 plus then bused home (:

Went to sleep at ard 10 plus. HAHA. Early night .

Byexzxz.

And maybe this is the way it's suppose to be, and maybe i just have to accept that,
but maybe, just maybe, i dont want this.

I just wanna live...can i ?

The only way to describe how i feel is to die

LOST IN MY OWN PATHETIC SADNESS.

MYE in 4 days time...can i ever escape..i mights well just die. Doesnt bother anyone much. Wad for..failed in everything i do.

Just screw it.

Must i continue to put on a brave front or just...break down ?

Stressed.

Give me a break from reality..

FML.

10 Month !

Hey happy 10th month bi !

Love you forever and always ,

Thanks for always being by me :D

Zhuzhu :x !

DINEYYYYYYY :D

Hey hi !

Alright , celebrated Geraldine's birthday ytd :D

Went to go kbox , but not many people wanted .

So in e end , went for movie :D

Watched Whip it . Kinda funny and nice yeah !

Anyway , that was a random pick okay !

Before that , ate cake .

Cheesecake , but e cheese too strong >:(

Then after movie , went whitesands to take neoprint :D

At ard 7 ? Went to TM for Swensens :D

Geraldine's mummy was there too !

And she treated us :D

So nice of her hor ! :D

Then ard 8 plus , went home (:

Tdy , went to lunch .

Then went for co :D

Tdy's practice was kinda slack :/

Kk byesss :D