Monday, May 17, 2010

:D


Hi ! I'm back :D
Cook-ed my own luch tdy. Erhem, Maybe e whole kitchen is burnt down by me.
But thank god, Its not ! (:
HAHA. If it is, i'll be chao ta alr :D
Then i'll become shao zhu :x
At ard 1 plus rh come my hse.
She crazy de ! Keep dance dance dance.
Wad korean fanssssss. YUCK :/
She dance i go do split and stuffs :D
Rh cannot go down !
Then janice came. We both push her leg behind but cannot. LOL.
Jiayou bah ! :D
Then watched S.H.E MV :D
Nice. Hahaha ! Much better then watching those korean de eh ?
Then need to go out , so they went home .
Nth much , till then. (:
Byexzxz.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

11 month ! :D


Happy 11 months !
It has been a long long way.
Nth much to say :]
Last long (:
1 more month ;

Saturday, May 15, 2010

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Exams are over but why i am not happy ?
Ppl are all enjoying themselves..but me ? Wad can i do ?
I've had enough of this life. If only i'm given a choice to end this life or carry on without pain.
I promise to stop thinking. But i cant. I really cant.
There's just too many things to hide.
There's just too many things i'm afraid of.
There's just too many things that cannot be changed.
The only thing is i must accept the fact that its happening to me.
Why me. Why . I've been thinking. And i really dont want to talk about it anymore.
Just put this aside. Carry on with life.


Cry if you feel like crying, because its bad to hold it in.
But those who love and care for you don’t want to see you sad.
And you aren’t the only one going through struggles in life,
everyone is..

Friday, May 14, 2010

少了一个人..

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人 能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了
多久没有再联络 一想还是痛


少了一个人宠爱我

朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞

妈妈在电话裏挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了
但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞

很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动

This explains how i feel...
God bless me.

End.

Finally and finally. I still have e illusion to study HAHA. But i will not ! I'm not that damn kays ! Many things have happened recently. Dont wanna talk about it . Things will just get better right ? Haha. Nth much to say . Just hope that i'll get good results :D

Went movie ytd with Jg, dine, sh, ben, marilyn, matt . Watched "the last song" . Quite nicee but i didnt watch e ending ! D: After e movie, wanted subway but everybody no money liao . So no choice haha ! Went Kopitiam ._. Stayed till ard 7 plus then bused home (:
Went to sleep at ard 10 plus. HAHA. Early night .

Byexzxz.